weedfairy - February 16th, 2009

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Posted on:2/16/09 @ 11:51 pm
Subject: happy birthday natalie!
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my niece was born at 5:36pm and she is perfect, beautiful, amazing. i don't know who i watched more; her or my brother standing over her with a permanent smile on his face. she looks very much like him. one picture, details....later. we are all exhausted. she is perfect:



it's a two-fold feeling. overwhelming waves of utter joy and happiness at this precious new little person in our lives. dizzying, tear-dripping sadness because of the almost-certain feeling i will never experience these kind of moments first-hand.

02/16/2009 period started. i don't allow myself to have babies because conditions never meet my extremely high standards. i don't want a baby, i want a family. and i've had to be ruthless to be fair to everyone involved. sometimes that kills a little part of you that will never grow back.

that's why i'm so happy and thankful for my family. i love them all so very much.web stats
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