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this will sound like a contradiction. i feel sad and i'm worrying about my youngest brother. i'm disappointed with something my office manager did at lunch yesterday. the problem with my manager i HAVE to address this morning and i don't want to. i just want to do my work. the problem with my brother i can't say a word to him about. it would undermine our awesome relationship to give him unsolicited advice. but to stand by and watch bad things happen to him almost kills me. i want a hug. a 20-minute bear hug where i can put my head on someones chest and listen to their heart beating. the nervous vibration that exists in mine would feel calmed by that. despite those things i'm happy on the inside. rather i'm irrepressibly optimistic that things are going to be ok. | ||||||||||
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