weedfairy - the other night was rough.....

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Posted on:4/3/09 @ 09:48 pm
Subject: the other night was rough.....
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feeling: exhausted
.....and i cried a lot. i was better in the morning, like i knew i would be. and i'm fine right now. i'm actually excited because this work week has been going well, lots of family things are happening this weekend, and i don't have any homework because it's spring break next week. but wednesday night was rough, and i recorded it.

(audio - approximately 45 minutes long) bad news about my date and i cry about my life

so it's hard, but then there is all of this......

natalie's first smile that is NOT because she's pooping or tooting:

if i weren't here i'd miss watching this kid grow up:


and this one:


those two turds up in the corner:


wouldn't get to have moments like this EVERY week:


wouldn't get to see these people whenever i want:


or these people:


so in spite of it being difficult living here because i'm a captive audience to things that are painful to watch and i'm useless to influence, all of these other people around here make it awfully worth it. this is my family......literally, ALL OF US:


this is an old picture, and every one of us was drunk. there's even jon up there in the corner with my sister:


this is even older. i'd like to blame our bad fashion sense on an 80s-fueled cocaine binge, but we were "good kids" despite our tough look:


daniel and i, ft. pierce inlet, 1988:


he's in the last four pictures on this page, and in every one he is right next to me. my little brother is moving out tomorrow. i'm going to miss him.

if you want to hear the first audio files, i think i've made them public (for) now.web stats
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